in darkness she is all i see

Sunday, September 17, 2006

red is the colour of desire

just watched the banquet yesterday.. supposedly a chinese adaptation of hamlet, typical shakespeare tragedy - everyone dies. loved the show =P
has to be the first chinese show thats not stupid or ridiculous, go watch it if u havent.

if u thought ur life sucked, u would have changed ur mind after watching the poor innocent girl die for nothing. gotta love how the parts all come together and cumulate in a superb moment where everyone just.. starts dying. boy i miss literature.. never thought i'd see the day.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

superman returns

what can i say? this movie made me feel like a kid again, the superman theme just brought this feeling that theres still good in this world, that everything is right.. and everything will be alright.

haha, well at least for a moment there.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

maleficence

i sometimes wonder lord, why you allow so much evil to exist.

destruction-decimation-corruption,
trauma-agony-fear,
pain-sorrow-anguish,


many words for the same eternity of suffering.


but why?




those who die are the lucky ones.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

its time

procrastinating for 5 months finally comes to an end.. time to be a man. no trying, no hiding.

time to do.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

happy hari raya!

right. so today is a holiday.. just like every other day for me now lol.

so, doing as all chinese do on hari raya... i went to chinatown!! =P i remember it as it was 1 year ago.. although its not exactly the right period, ppl already begin to flood chinatown. dual flood today =( and the best part about the rain was that..

there was a FIRE somewhere arnd there!!


...WHILE IT WAS RAINING! ironic innit.

saw the fire engine dodging its way thru the cars. scary. but that wasnt the worst part of the trip. it was a pleasant lunch and some silly shoppin but i cant BELIEVE wad i saw. it just HAD to be when i was heading home.. 2 simultaneous events at that.

1st TRAUMATIC event: just as we were walking out of OG, i saw a man in his 60s CROSS DRESSED!! WTF. red dress with handbag stockings and high heels. wtfwtfwtf. and he walked up to a security guard and started striking up a convo (i think he was hitting on him LOL) ... i didnt even dare to stay to watch.

2nd TRAUMATIC event: right outside, as we were waiting for a car to arrive, a group of people were looking disgusted at something.. and an old woman cursing like mad. the object of attention was pointed out to me. ANOTHER OLD MAN!!! and what was he doing?

pissing into the drain at the side of the road. and mind you thats not just any road. its most likely the busiest damm road today besides orchard area. OMG.. he has balls.. saw em too. LOL. the way he pissed was really weird.. he was squatting down to do it. guess the OG toilets really suck huh. =/

i guess when ppl get old.. they really have nth better to do. senility keeps them down, but for those unaffected yet i guess they make up for it.. like turning gay just to try it out, robbing a bank to get jailed for the hell of it.. and best of all.. PISSING ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WITH HALF OF SINGAPORE WATCHING!!

-.-''('''''''''''''- for the rain) =D

im so traumatised. what a way to spend hari raya.. lol.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

the eighth wonder of the world?

just watched king kong today with band ppl.
poooorrrr king kong. i mean lets take a look at this guy:

he's:

1.)big (he encloses ppl in his hands- poor naomi watts got apehandled across the jungle as kingkong raced through the jungle chasing his hand like a doggy chases his tail)

2.)strong (he smashes up pretty much everything that can be smashed in kingkongville)

3.)unstoppable! (3 t-rexes couldnt even scratch him. ok they did.. but thats beside the point)

4.)emotional (meets woman. swings her around like- according to yt - BARBIE DOLL- den gets entertained by her. laughs at her. falls in 'love' with her. lets not go there though. and then breaks his bonds TWICE for her. wad an ape.)

and after points 1-4.. he gets owned by 6 planes cos he cant reach them even when standing atop the empire state building. cos dumb jack black the mercenary movie director decided he wanted a pet ape. a big one. =.=''

hmmmmm.

ohwell.. it was quite an ok movie.. the fight scenes b/w kong and t-rexes was the highlight i would say.. although the end is quite touching and sad.

poor big doof.

neway.. JX WAS JAKKD ON THE MRT. ok not really that directly.. but earlier he said smth like 'in a group of ppl on average, most males in the group do not play maplestory' - and that was while we were in a group of yt, terence me and himself. (btw we ALL plae maplestory except him LOL)

den in the mrt.. as we were talkin abt maple -inevitably- a small and rather cute girl suddenly exclaimed maple! behind me. we were kinda shocked.. but i was laffing my ass off when i saw jx's expression....... JAKKED.. everyone maples!!!!! haha and maplers can be so onz one.. they recognise each other k. now we shall all be playing together in maple; one by one we will take over the world! =/

bleahhh .. talking nonsense again. LOL

haiz =.=

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

would you capture it? or just let it slip

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's chokin, how everybody's jokin now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Easy, no
He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

[Hook:]
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

The soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water
His hoes don't want him no mo, he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it's old partna', but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da

[Hook]

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can't get by with my 9 to 5
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers
And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it's getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
See dishonor caught up between being a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama's screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony
Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail
I've got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got

[Hook]

You can do anything you set your mind to, man